absolutely relaxing. still laying in bed (but the teeth are at least brushed), with the laptop on, Top Chef Season 2 replaying on tv (I was actually looking forward to watching this...it's Wednesday, Top Chef Day) and only 2 phone calls this morning, one of which was Mike and the other WAS work..but the corporate office. so far, so good.
after the week I just had, today's day off from work is much needed.
let's just say I had another breakdown at work today, and i was trying sooo hard not to. there were a few moments where the waterworks were going to start, but I fought through it, bit my lip and kept going.
but once the big boss man called to see how I was holding up, everything fell apart. I think I caught him offguard, because according to him, it was uncharacteristic of me to be that way. and it might be, but my limits have been tested again and boiling point reached. as they say, it was the straw that broke the camel's back.
my cousin and his son (my cousin too I think??) are down here visiting and doing the theme park hopping thing for a few days before my little cousin starts school next week. He was actually one of our ringbearers in the wedding. he was so excited to show us his driver's license he got while at Legoland yesterday. We went out to eat at BJ's last night after I got off work and I had not one beer, but TWO. before I even sipped mine, my cousin finished his and ordered another. I really love times like this, where we're older and really able to appreciate the company of each other outside of family functions. and who would've thought that we'd all be sharing alcohol together too?? and the little guy had beer too...ROOT beer!!
so the only plans I have for today is to scrap, watch Top Chef all day and occasionally eat and use the bathroom. i don't even know if I'm gonna shower. but I guess if I am thinking about going to my LSS later on today, a shower might be nice. I just pray that work doesn't call me for unnecessary sh*t...